Dear D, I really,really need your advice about what to do. Should i go and see Devlet? Should i tell him about my relationship with Gideon, even though i accept that that is now over and finished ? Shold i tell Mum about the possibilty of going to see Devlet or would that worry her too much ? I really need your wise counsel as I am very scared about making yet another mistake in my life. I miss you so much x